Mood shift

I have been feeling a little down for the last couple of days. There wasn't any reason to, really - I just tend to get a little down on the weekends. Yes, I am pathetic and have no life, so when I have the time to just sit at home by myself, I get a little lonely, bored and depressed. Nothing major, it's just something that happens (and yet, I never want to go to work on Monday - I am a mystery). Today hasn't been any exception, and yet my mood just shifted. Why? I have no idea.

Now I'm sitting here watching Desperately Seeking Susan on TV, with the Sims running on my desktop and my dog grumbling like she always does at some unknown threat. I had some loose plans to get together with a friend today, but he got asked to hang out with his brother, so that didn't happen. I was all right with that, though - although I really think it would have done me good to get out of the house today. :)

Also? I don't know what it is about him, but I have always thought that Aidan Quinn is just sexy as hell (that may seem like it's out of left field, but he's in Desperately Seeking Susan, so he was on my TV screen just now).

So I'm kind of thinking that I haven't really found my voice for this web site yet. I'm not sure how much of my personal thoughts I am comfortable telling, I'm not sure if the stream of consciousness writing is okay or if I should be writing entries that are more essays than laundry lists of my current thoughts. I don't know if anyone is reading this other than my two friends who I have given the link to. And that's okay with me for now. Because until I figure out how to write this, I'm not sure if I want much of an audience.

If nothing else, at least it's good writing practice. I keep a personal journal, too - one that will never be published on the web, because I don't hold anything back in that one. But that is definitely more stream of consciousness, as all personal journals (diaries) should be. Anyway, that's what I've been thinking about regarding this space. I might get more personal (although I wouldn't reveal anyone else's life on here, and I will never talk much about work stuff because I've learned that lesson through other people who have gotten fired for it), and I may try writing on a topic whenever I write, instead of just writing the boring "this is what I've been doing this weekend" type entries. I know that when I'm reading journals and blogs online, I like it when the people reveal themselves to a degree, and I want this to be interesting for anyone who might stumble across it.

Now I just have to figure out what types of topics to discuss!

And I also have to go find something to watch on TV, because there isn't anything on now. I'll talk to you guys later!